Dude. Really. Objectively. Look at what you are doing here. Look at, not only what, but how MANY pictures you have posted. With descriptions and histories behind them. It's not only gay, it's stalkery.
I both welcome it, to see her moronic ass talk like the hot girl at a party that you want to fuck that you pretend is smart, and fear it, because who the shit knows how this country might sway randomly?